Wish I was a Kid again !!!!!!

Childhood, a phase of life.... Well actually a very important phase in everyone's life.. A little innocent mind, free of fear of tomorrow, completely naive to the open world on other side standing opposite to him..

A stage to learn afresh... A stage to make mistakes and overwrite it without a scratch.. A stage to fall and stand back..A stage where no rules applies and ideas are boundless.. A stage to the start of long years that are yet to be lived out..

Being a child is the most lovely thing that ever comes to mind.. Those little desire to stand without support.. to crawl to reach a place.. To eat with the little spoon spilling half of it around.. The collection of toys.. Finally promising a chocolate for reciting a rhyme.. :D :D

Endless are the tales and memories of childhood... Lots of challenges along with lots of support from all sides..

People often love talking about them, cherishing them.. Reliving them.. Remembering those fair thoughts about people, framed on their first behavior... (That uncle is a nut he keeps scolding kids, That lady is sweet she always treats me well) Offering a friendly hand to every one coming across.... Ego seems a very new word which doesn't even exist..

Such are the beautiful thoughts of childhood which when remembered makes you smile.. Being a kid suddenly seems so special.. Suddenly the world around you seems colorful, as though sorrows in life was never a part of living...

Wish I find a Genies lamp and would ask for a wish that the phase of childhood doesn't end up at all.. That I wish to be a kid as long as I desire..
Yeah! I know, it would never ever come true.. That I've grown up enough to understand the society.. That committing mistakes will always leave a scratch behind.. That I am bound to rules now... That punching someone wasn't a issue then is a blunder now, which would hurt someones ego...

The world which was colorful then suddenly seems colorless (in terms of crime rates and bribery).. Trusting people now would become a Herculean task.. Making friends in moments would no more be the case.. Talking to people which was as easy as cake walk now takes a lot of thinking.. Considering the situations and behaving accordingly.. Getting judged by society on every action..

A drastic change we have gone through if given a thought, just like a room had been constructed around us in the mean time of growth from a kid to an adult..

The thought that goes around the mind now is : "Childhood was the time which is long gone and it would never come back, but the child in me will never go back.."

P.S: Now you know why I behave Kiddish sometimes.. :P

Life is not the same always !!!!!

As a child I always used to feel, why the big ones like their childhood so much so that they keep talking about it with their kids. Was it really so amazing than the present life they have been living.. Is it so hard to be an adult ???

And then I started growing up, wondering, why the hell do the adults think they have so many problems, when we have a greater portion of it in life... handling the school life, the homework, that needs to be done no matter what, cos my teacher on the other side is ever ready to give a knock if not done.. the exams and our parents expectations to excel in the exams... Hufff !!!!! and these adults think that the childhood life was good with so many problems..

As the days went by, I realized there is more to the problems or should I put it this way, the earlier problems, which was a problem then, is not a problem anymore... funny as it sounds, but ya these new problems now got a new name of its own 'Complications of life'...

It was when I broke my cocoon shell, I started understanding what actually the complications in life are... cos till then I had a really cool life with my family and friends around, whom I knew very well.. 

Complications, well my way of describing this word is : when things doesn't turn out the way you plan and then nothing seems to be working out at that moment, things don't seem logical, your mind doesn't have answers for the infinite questions you may be facing at that point of time and then no matter what you try and out to do it gets worse, that is when I say things are complicated to explain..

Its when you stick to the old times and you find people have moved on with time, such situations occur..

For a moment, the things are all wrong, but give it some time and then you realize it wasn't wrong at all...

Its the mind which is not ready to accept change in your life that is when the complications start....

For me, moving from a well known place "my home" to a completely new place was really complicated.. Things dint work out for me initially... I was always quite in the new group, I had found cos I wanted the old things back, complaining on everything, comparing things with the ones in past.. though I had found really good friends here, I still wanted to be back to my home cos I thought that was were I belonged.

I refused to change with time which was why things were against me.

As people say time waits for none, change is the only thing that is permanent, I realized the meaning it was trying to convey. Trying to accept things, I started mingling in the new groups, finding ways to be happy, as I wanted to come out from the gloomy phase. It worked out well, but still I was holding on the few old friends tightly cos I dint wanted them to go away..

Trying to get things back to place, I complicated them again!!! It was so stupid of me expecting people to be the way they are, when I was changing myself.. A new friend of mine who really became a close one, one day just said to me to let go of the old friends cos if they are your true ones they will come back when you need them by your side.. This very small statement that he made was really effective... 

I followed what my friend had said.. It helped me a lot to be normal and happy myself..

Surprisingly I noticed I had made many new friends by letting go the old ones.. Very caring and Very supportive and really good ones at heart..

Cheers guys !!!! I love you all.. :)

Lastly, I would say life is a river, you cant take all the water along with you.. try taking a bucket full, it will keep you satisfied and happy...

P.S to my old friends :

Guys you are really close to me.. Its because of you, I am actually finding my life simple to move on.. :D

Cheers!!!!!