Fifteen more days to go...

Time moves so fast!!  It feels like it was yesterday when I had joined my work just to begin my career in the big world..

Wondering about how I would go about the job, how would I even stay without the sole support I had got (my family), will I even be able to take decisions about my life, was this is the place I should start my career, will I be able to manage alone ?? Huffff!!!

Unknown to the dealings and working of the corporate world, I finally started up with my career..

Training phase or the basic orientation phase was one of the coolest days I had in the company..

4 months of time dint even realise how quick it went by... but used to curse every single day when because of the 9:01 AM deadline I had to wake up in those lazy mornings when I still wanted to sleep so bad.. but still managed to punch before 9:00 AM...

The training initially was very sleepy but slowly I tried to get over it (still trying though)

The general production training went by with the orientations of different shop floors, and their corresponding engg. counterparts..

We left the project part mid way but found a really good mentor cum friend..

The second turn was of engineering where I fulfilled my sleep most of the times..

Things proceeded with few HR training sessions followed by supply chain and QA and again few HR sessions..  Mean while I met with quite good HR trainers...

The training ended up with a project in production dept. had learnt a lot from the project and the task became quite easy thanks to my mentor cum friend...

Decision time:

We were asked to fill our preferences about which dept you are willing to join..

With so much of brain works and lots of confusion in my mind I finally made my preference order list but in the last hour of submission it was changed thanks to a friend of mine who believed he knew me better than I did (though he was) but i still doubted about going up with the changed preference..

I finally submitted the order suggested by the friend..

Guess what!! I got my first preference which I hadn’t even given a thought about..

Yes I ended up in supply chain...

On job training:

New to the world of SC and its technical abbreviations... wondered if I had gone into the right division with lots of nervousness and a continuous boosting of friends I made up a firm mind yes I can survive here.

Got my dept and after a whole orientation about the component dealt by the dept got a section and a component as well..

Got another good and annoying friend but I was happy I had a company.. Found another great and awesome girl whose hard at front and soft at her heart..

Drifting with the daily learning about work and component and trying to gel up with the dept i have started to put a firm leg in the society standing on my own trying not to seek for any support.

But still my legs are trembling, I need to strengthen up a lot with only fifteen days in my hand..

Hopefully I 'll make it to stand still in this small time I have at my hand..

Yes its fifteen days more to go..

The journey from a L-E0 to L-11 is gonna end up.. Its only fifteen days left as a trainee in the company.. Fifteen days of time to become an independent buyer..

I wish I could gather all I need in this ample amount of time that I have got...

And yes congratulations!! all my fellow GET's we are becoming L-11's.. Cheers!!!!! :D

Wish I was a Kid again !!!!!!

Childhood, a phase of life.... Well actually a very important phase in everyone's life.. A little innocent mind, free of fear of tomorrow, completely naive to the open world on other side standing opposite to him..

A stage to learn afresh... A stage to make mistakes and overwrite it without a scratch.. A stage to fall and stand back..A stage where no rules applies and ideas are boundless.. A stage to the start of long years that are yet to be lived out..

Being a child is the most lovely thing that ever comes to mind.. Those little desire to stand without support.. to crawl to reach a place.. To eat with the little spoon spilling half of it around.. The collection of toys.. Finally promising a chocolate for reciting a rhyme.. :D :D

Endless are the tales and memories of childhood... Lots of challenges along with lots of support from all sides..

People often love talking about them, cherishing them.. Reliving them.. Remembering those fair thoughts about people, framed on their first behavior... (That uncle is a nut he keeps scolding kids, That lady is sweet she always treats me well) Offering a friendly hand to every one coming across.... Ego seems a very new word which doesn't even exist..

Such are the beautiful thoughts of childhood which when remembered makes you smile.. Being a kid suddenly seems so special.. Suddenly the world around you seems colorful, as though sorrows in life was never a part of living...

Wish I find a Genies lamp and would ask for a wish that the phase of childhood doesn't end up at all.. That I wish to be a kid as long as I desire..
Yeah! I know, it would never ever come true.. That I've grown up enough to understand the society.. That committing mistakes will always leave a scratch behind.. That I am bound to rules now... That punching someone wasn't a issue then is a blunder now, which would hurt someones ego...

The world which was colorful then suddenly seems colorless (in terms of crime rates and bribery).. Trusting people now would become a Herculean task.. Making friends in moments would no more be the case.. Talking to people which was as easy as cake walk now takes a lot of thinking.. Considering the situations and behaving accordingly.. Getting judged by society on every action..

A drastic change we have gone through if given a thought, just like a room had been constructed around us in the mean time of growth from a kid to an adult..

The thought that goes around the mind now is : "Childhood was the time which is long gone and it would never come back, but the child in me will never go back.."

P.S: Now you know why I behave Kiddish sometimes.. :P

Life is not the same always !!!!!

As a child I always used to feel, why the big ones like their childhood so much so that they keep talking about it with their kids. Was it really so amazing than the present life they have been living.. Is it so hard to be an adult ???

And then I started growing up, wondering, why the hell do the adults think they have so many problems, when we have a greater portion of it in life... handling the school life, the homework, that needs to be done no matter what, cos my teacher on the other side is ever ready to give a knock if not done.. the exams and our parents expectations to excel in the exams... Hufff !!!!! and these adults think that the childhood life was good with so many problems..

As the days went by, I realized there is more to the problems or should I put it this way, the earlier problems, which was a problem then, is not a problem anymore... funny as it sounds, but ya these new problems now got a new name of its own 'Complications of life'...

It was when I broke my cocoon shell, I started understanding what actually the complications in life are... cos till then I had a really cool life with my family and friends around, whom I knew very well.. 

Complications, well my way of describing this word is : when things doesn't turn out the way you plan and then nothing seems to be working out at that moment, things don't seem logical, your mind doesn't have answers for the infinite questions you may be facing at that point of time and then no matter what you try and out to do it gets worse, that is when I say things are complicated to explain..

Its when you stick to the old times and you find people have moved on with time, such situations occur..

For a moment, the things are all wrong, but give it some time and then you realize it wasn't wrong at all...

Its the mind which is not ready to accept change in your life that is when the complications start....

For me, moving from a well known place "my home" to a completely new place was really complicated.. Things dint work out for me initially... I was always quite in the new group, I had found cos I wanted the old things back, complaining on everything, comparing things with the ones in past.. though I had found really good friends here, I still wanted to be back to my home cos I thought that was were I belonged.

I refused to change with time which was why things were against me.

As people say time waits for none, change is the only thing that is permanent, I realized the meaning it was trying to convey. Trying to accept things, I started mingling in the new groups, finding ways to be happy, as I wanted to come out from the gloomy phase. It worked out well, but still I was holding on the few old friends tightly cos I dint wanted them to go away..

Trying to get things back to place, I complicated them again!!! It was so stupid of me expecting people to be the way they are, when I was changing myself.. A new friend of mine who really became a close one, one day just said to me to let go of the old friends cos if they are your true ones they will come back when you need them by your side.. This very small statement that he made was really effective... 

I followed what my friend had said.. It helped me a lot to be normal and happy myself..

Surprisingly I noticed I had made many new friends by letting go the old ones.. Very caring and Very supportive and really good ones at heart..

Cheers guys !!!! I love you all.. :)

Lastly, I would say life is a river, you cant take all the water along with you.. try taking a bucket full, it will keep you satisfied and happy...

P.S to my old friends :

Guys you are really close to me.. Its because of you, I am actually finding my life simple to move on.. :D

Cheers!!!!!

Situations are not so complicated as we think of it.. :D

Sometimes it feels like life was really unfare to me. Why at all wrong things happens at wrong times.. not just once many a times things go wrong on important days... when we want them to be perfect, they don't..

Every time it ends with a "kaash"... and then their is nothing i can do to improve it..

But genuinely all the time its in our hands.. they doesnt seem so but later on we realize if we had thought before taking a step or saying something we would have been in a different condition and facing different situations..

It always happens with me that i dont think before i say something and that something hurts my loved ones.. It takes some time for me to realize that and that time make a lot of difference..
People get mad at me and some times they even stop talking to me... and after all this i end up into tears and then while i cry i realize the mistake "my mistake" and keep thinking how to make up for it..

Sometimes the situations are of other kind people ask questions and we do not know how to answer them.. indeed we sit silently before them , but they misunderstand the silence and things go wrong again.. later on we try justifying ourselves and then we have lots of answers to the same question but the person is not ready to listen to any of it and in such situations i feel so helpless and finally end into tears..

Why do we always do not think a step before and then end thinking later on.. why do we always hurt others and feel sad and gloomy at the end..

I have realized this one thing that we need to think twice before we speak and keeping quite it not the option.. the answer should be well thought before and then it should be out of our mouth in a proper order and a proper tone... this is an option to avoid such situations before we actually make them complicated..

Just a thought of mind.. I know there will be many more options but this ones from my side.. :D

Engineering & Me !!!!

Never in my life had i thought about writing a blog...  And here am I doing the same..
These were the thoughts running behind my mind the night of Mega memoir 2012 which dint let me sleep..

Engineering Life !!! The two words which seemed to be only two words, always said by my sibblings and my seniors, the day I joined my engineering now makes much sense to me when I am standing at the end days of my engineering life. Now I exactly understand the meaning and worth of these two words.. ENGINEERING LIFE !!

To my surprise it took me whole of my four years of engineering just to understand what it meant.. So heres a blog dedicated to all my engineering friends 'cos without them there was no spice and no fun in these four years..

As everybody say engineering life teaches you a lot of things not just technical stuff but a lot more than that. Now I believe each word of the sentence is true to its meaning.

People learn from their idols or put it the other way People idolize the persons and try to become like them follow their foot steps or at least try to learn something from them. But learning becomes quite an easy task when these idols are moving around you, talking to you, eating with you... Yeah i am talking about all my engineering class mates who taught me a lot of stuff in life..

My philosophy was learn something good from every person 'cos everybody has something really good in them. So this is how my learning process starts.. i would like to mention the names of my idols and the quality which i liked in them and want to learn it from them.. :)

I love Priyanka's way of dealing with her friends when they are upset. Being cool, calm and patient giving a helping hand and her shoulder whenever required.

I love Rashmi's way of socializing..

I love Deepthi's attitude of " No matter if you are alone if you want to do something do it."

I love Manasa's quality of letting things out 'cos people should know what and where they were wrong and especially when someone hurts you.. :)

I love Deepashikha's & Sandeep's way of dealing with persons..

I love Mrudula's innocent behaviour when something has gone wrong because of her and her style of saying sorry abba.. :)

I like Bhavana's attitude of  " If i want it, I take it."

I like Mona's quality of overcoming up with the pain just to make sure her friends around are not much worried about her..

I like Anusha attitude of " Chill amma!! "

I like Ali's way of helping, teaching and guiding people without taking any credit for anything..

I like Moiz's & Seshu's bindaas attitude..

I like the amount of patience Navakiran has..

I like Mahesh's way of tutoring sports.. (Not to forget the cricket training session)

I like Yeshwanth's " No matter what the world says this is me and how I will be " attitude..

I like Chaitanya's " Do not get into any mess " style..

The list is gonna never end.. I just wish my Engineering life doesn't come to a full stop so that i can learn many more things from all of you guys....

Lastly, THANK YOU guys!!! for bearing me all four years....